Listening to: Sweetheart - All We Have
I've suffered so much in life I find myself afraid to love.. It's that I fear giving my heart to someone who doesn't deserve it again.. Then I met you and see that you have been hurt just as much as me.. Maybe more I can look into your eyes and see the pain that you hide with a fake smile.. It kills me because I want to embrace you with everything I have and let you know that it's ok. Yet I question you believing me. I've always feared not reaching my maximum potential in life.. Maybe god is testing me. He wants me to save you from yourself and society and here I am running from rejection.. When I die and he asks me why I didn't complete my job what will I say? Society hurt her and she didn't trust me? Well it's funny that I didn't trust myself enough to take a chance at saving her.. So in the end I failed and she was hurt again by the results of society..